Friends!

Well Kamden is almost 1... Wow how time goes by! He's got 3 teeth, he's almost as tall as my friends 3 year old. He is 22 lbs and still growing. I can't wait to have our second and child. Then our family will be complete. I never knew one child could make two people so happy. Sure he'll get older and he will do stupid stuff. He will always know that we love him no matter what.

We haven't been feeling too well around here. We have been trying to clean up the house and get the chickens ready to go. We have 30 eggs in the incubator and 10 baby chicks outside.

Just been running in a rut and I think it's time we get out of town for a day or two. Maybe soon. Maybe is cabin fever or whatever just seems so gloomy here. People are dying and I don't know if I can handle another phone call. But that little smile! That keeps me going. I really hate it here sometimes. I just wish I had a friend that was HERE that wasn't judgemental! I hate it when people act that way toward me. My decisions are my decisions and it doesn't matter if you like them or not. Just be a friend and hang out. Let me vent (not saying you can't tell me I'm a dummy sometimes) I'll let you vent, don't stab me in the back by running to everyone telling them lies about me. And most important just hang out.
We are not 16 years old. We are not in High School. Sure I really don't care who's doing what but if it matters to you, I'll listen.
I know I'm rambling, I'm tired, and I just hate it that the last 3 people that I thought was my friends ... we they were users, one wanted pills (that I don't have), one was stuck in High School ( at age 25) and one wanted to have sex with all of Jeremy's friends.
My best friend is over a thousand miles away. :( I never knew we could have been such great friends until high school was over. But she is the greatest friend I have. I am thankful for her and I love her very much. She will let me cry on her shoulder and then tell me she loves me but I'm an idiot and try it this way. She's never rude and doesn't gossip. I just wish we could be a little closer.