17 Weeks....

Oh my 17 weeks now.  Baby is moving a lot! I'm so tired and HUNGRY all the time! I'm hoping that my sweetheart will take me to some sort of buffet this weekend! I hate being this hungry.

Kamden is just about 1 year old!  We are going to have a small party here the day before.  Hamburger's and hotdogs! I can't wait we already have quite a few people showing up.  I cannot believe he will be a year.  He's trying to walk he will stand up and just stand there.  Its like he's thinking about walking but just not for sure.

Jeremy and I are doing so well now.  He bought me flowers last week when I just felt really bad.  It just seems like we are ment for each other.  I don't know what changed but it did and it feels wonderful to be able to ask for a little help putting dishes away and he gets up and helps me.  He loves my cooking and tells me I'm beautiful everyday.

Adventures in Motherhood...

Well the news is official! Jeremy and I are expecting baby #2! We are both very excited.  The last few months have been very crazy. I get to go Monday for the ultrasound and see the doctor on Tuesday.  So we are going to posting a lot of news as we know.

I have been making bows.  I have a few people that order from me quite a bit.  I really enjoy making bows. It gives me something to do when Kamden is asleep.

Kamden is going to be a year old next month.  I am so excited planing his birthday party.  We are going to get him a sock monkey cake.  We are not going to do anything big.  Family and a few friends will be here.  We will be having it on the 24th of March around noon.

Merry Christmas! 

So now Kamden is 8 months old! He's crawling around trying to pull up and eats a lot!  I've been having a lot of headaches lately so I sleep when he sleeps! I always get a little stressed around the holidays.  Well I have been making bows and love it.  I also make small blankets for babies.  I'm not really trying to sale a lot but I do get a few people that do love my bows.  

I got back into my calligraphy and I am about to start drawing again.  I just would like to draw a portrait of Kamden.  

Well Christmas shopping has been done for a while.  Not looking forward to it.  More looking forward to New Years! Have a few friends over have a bon fire and rotel dip woohoo! And maybe True Blood marathon.  

Oh well I'm going for now it's Lasagna night!

Couponing is Rewarding!

I finally got my binder!!!! It's so pretty. I have most of my coupons in it. There isn't much more to add. I am really excited about trying to save money to help provide for my family.
We are now receiving the newspapers at the house on Sundays. Hopefully they will send me last Sunday's also like they said so I can get the good coupons I miss!

Thats the only thing I hate about our newspaper. You pay full price at the supermarket but you may not get all the coupons. However our Newspaper will send you more than one paper to your house if you request it!

So I'm set to go to WalMart and get some free toothpaste this week.

Lack of Sleep

No one told me motherhood was easy. I never expected to be. I hate the fact I am so far away from my parents. I hate the fact that all these people promised me they would help me if I needed it and when I need it they are not there!
I would drop everything to help a friend in need. I cannot count how many times a friend would say I need and I would give if I had it. Now when I say I need no one is around. Whats worse is the people that asked me over and over again for help that I helped, are no where to be found.
Kamden is doing great now! He was colic and he's teething, so that means constant crying. Jeremy couldn't help because he's trying to bring the money in and I won't ask him because he is so tired.
So where are they now? I have a messy house... Laundry to be done... Food that needs to be cooked?!?!?!
I offer a cookout and no one shows up? I guess they know I'm going to ask them to hold Kamden for me and talk to him. He is so cute why would you say no?
Needless to say my feelings have been hurt. Because I really thought I was starting a family and making REAL friends. Instead I have to deal with the people that use me again.
I hate this gypsy blood running through my veins. If I could take Kamden with me we would be on that road... It would be Jeremy, Kamden and I just going as fast as we can trying to make that money. Seeing the sunrise in Oklahoma and chasing it as far as we could to California.

I wouldn't trade Kamden for the world and I do miss it out there. I wish she would quit calling my name.

9 lbs 7 ozs and 23 inches

Kamden is watching the mobiles and smiling at me when i talk to him. He coos and trys to talk too! We had to change his formula last week so now I am making adjustments to this too. We do not get powdered formula anymore because we are on nutimagin.

Little man got his shots yesterday so he's a little fussy still. But he's doing good.

Kamden Dean

This say's it all...Our little Angel!